As much as I don’t like to admit it, I am fairly sentimental person, and I really miss a lot of people at home. Don’t get me wrong – there is nothing I would trade this year for. But, as I talk to and hear of people who are struggling, sad things that are happening or have happened, and also the exciting things happening in people’s lives, a part of me realizes that it yearns to be there with those people.
Monterrico Sunset |
This is further precipitated during times when I am sitting in church, meetings, or even just among people and I want to be able to contribute, but by the time I have everything translated enough to say, we’re on to a new point. Thus, I find myself spending a great deal of time looking up at the sun; it’s big, bright, and I don’t have to communicate in Spanish when I’m looking at it.
Sun and ocean... I love it! |
Monterrico Sunrise |
During the morning, I get up and look at the sun rising and I know that it’s a new day filled with new opportunities to learn the language, the culture, and where God fits in all this mess that we call life. Each day is a testimony to God’s faithfulness; the world is still spinning, no matter how many mistakes I made yesterday or how many people around me I feel helpless to assist.
During the day, as I soak in the sun (the insides of buildings seem to be frigid all day long) or am looking at it, frustrated that I can’t communicate or that I’m not really sure how to start a conversation with the 13 other people in our Chevy Blazer sized SUV because I have yet to master how to converse with strangers without being stranger than I already am as a 5’6” light colored skinned person living among people who are much darker and much shorter than myself, I am reminded that there are some things in life that are continuous and don’t stop; the sun is one of those beautiful gifts (this is a lot easier to see and remember here than it is in Seattle…).
Then, during the night, as the sun sets over the mountains, I know that it’s going west. My friends at home are slowly seeing it in a different light, and it will travel all around the world while I am renewing myself with sleep, and we will see one another once again in the morning, ready to try this game of life all over again.
Sunset from my house |
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