Saturday, January 29, 2011

How did THAT happen?!?!?!?

As I'm sitting here, working late and working during the weekend writing tests for my 8 English classes, I am in shock. 

HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?

This photo has absolutely nothing to do with this post :)
How did I go from being a youth and children's pastor in Walla Walla to driving across the states and trying (and failing) to read Junie B Jones in Spanish? 

How did I go from living in Antigua completely shocked by the culture of Guatemala (and that's Gringoized Guatemala!) to happily walking through the terminal to buy my orange juice, papaya, and peanuts every day?

How did I go from not knowing a word in Spanish to writing my monthly finals in that language? 

Wow... life has lots of change.  And change is good.

And interesting....

Friday, January 28, 2011

Orange Juice Man

This morning, I went to buy orange juice.

This isn't a new thing for me.  In fact, it's almost a daily occurrence.  With fresh squeezed orange juice costing 5Q (about 60 cents), it's a really hard thing to pass up.  It's SO GOOD!   They serve it in a bag, with a straw, and you just walk away smiling like an idiot because you're so happy.  I think that in heaven, Jesus and I will be drinking orange juice out of a bag as we talk about life.

Anyways, as I was saying, I went to buy orange juice today, and I decided to try out a new guy.

As I will probably begin alluding to a lot, there is a lack of critical thinking that is taught in school here; uniformity is valued much more than individualism and creative problem solving, particularly in the public school system. This fact is especially true if you are talking about education for the older generations who live in Guatemala.

Case in point: Orange Juice.  There are so many vendors, and this man is the epitome of that.  His daily stand is about four meters from the corner of a street and another stand is six meters on the other side... aka as a crow flies, they are umm... (thanks to the Pythagorean Theorem...) 7.7meters away from one another.  So, normally, I walk past these two vendors with my juice (purchased two blocks earlier) and try not to look at them as I feel bad that their businesses are so similar and therefore doomed to lack in success.

But today was different.  I walked down a different street this morning and missed my early person so I came up to the "double juiced" corner. I was a bit nervous about the decision but the little man was just standing there juicing away while his around the corner comrade was no where to be seen.  So, I went to the little man.  Due to the warm culture here, it is necessary to budget at least 2 minutes for the orange juice exchange, but once it took 15 minutes (I haven't had time to return to that lady... it is an investment!), I knew that I had about 5 minutes to spare on my "schedule" to get to class, so I stopped and asked for some orange juice.


"How much does orange juice cost?" 
"5Q"
"Can I have one please?"
"Of course. Just hold on, I need to juice a lot more."
then, he takes a bunch or oranges, washes them, and begins cutting them and juicing them.
"How are you today?"
"I am alive and well, Gracias a Dios.  and you?"
"I am doing quite well. It is a beautiful day."
"That is true. I am grateful to be alive.  Every day is a gift" 
"You usually walk past here with a friend, right?"
"Yes."
"You guys usually look really happy."
"Thanks"
I think:  wow!  This guy is super genuine and remembers a whole lot for being an old man.
he is still juicing away.
"Okay.  That should be sufficient"
then he walks away and talks to a truck down the street.
I think: what is he doing?
then he returns.  With a glass.  And he washes it and pours my orange juice. It is missing about 3cm.
"Hold on."
and he begins juicing again
"It's okay, really" 
I think:  Okay... it's been over 5 minutes, I'm going to get the ever fun opportunity of running to school now...
"No, it's not.  It's missing some."
so he keeps on juicing.
"I can't give you less than you asked for; it's not right."
I think:  wow!  that's the definition of integrity!
"Wow - okay, thank you"
and he pours the remaining 3cm into the glass and the glass into the bag and gives me a straw.
"Go with God and have a great day"
"You too!  Thank you!"

And there you have it.  Right at a time when I am frustrated with mysterious parasitelike substances taking over my intestines, living in a rejoiceful flea free time but wondering when the next attack will be, and bracing myself for the next onslaught of 250 elementary school kids learning the ABCs, this man, lacking in teeth, gives me three life lessons.
1) Every day is a good day (especially when you have orange juice)... it's probably just a state of mind that makes it a bad one; you forget that God is there.
2) There are still people in this world who are genuinely interested in you and your life (and they aren't all creepy!).  and
3) Integrity and honesty are still alive.

Thank you orange juice man!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Daily Life Blog Post - Insects!

This is the second of many (hopefully) editions featuring aspects of daily life here in Guatemala... in writing these, I hope to share funny things, ironic things, and things I admire and I want to share them not as a form of judgment... in ANY way... but in a form of telling a story... with that being said...  here's information about insects!

 I like to think of myself as an equal opportunity type of person, but I'm beginning to question my adherence to those values.  I'm a big believer that everyone should have access to jobs, education, clean water, healthy food, clean food, and opportunities for fun.  I think that I am called to share my belongings and blessings with those around me.  I think that these are all things that God wants us to do.

But there are somethings I cannot share and some species I cannot share with.

Insects.

This summer, I made a vow that I would allow myself to be afraid of bugs and spiders and all those types of species, just a little bit, so I could get all the fear out of my system before coming to Guatemala.  I thought I did a good job.  I haven't had any instances where I've freaked out about spiders, etc, and I've even been the designated bug killer when necessary, but, it's getting to me.  There are just some bugs I can't handle sharing with any longer...

Take for instance, the little dime sized bugs that live in our sugar and bread bags.  They are gross.  They just walk around in it all day and all night and no one seems to be too interested in fixing that problem except for me.  I'm learning that I'm a bit of a neat freak. 


Then, there is the snail.  He too is gross and every time I think he's dead, he either pulls a resurrection act or his twin brother comes and visits.  He lives in two places 1) on the stairs going to my room and 2) right next to the toilet.  I have seriously thought I killed this thing multiple times.  I have given up.


Then, the nickel-quarter sized multi-legged bugs that enjoy showering with me.  Hey, bugs!  I too am a fan of cleanliness, but let's take our turns in the shower, ok?

And... the fleas - They are small, itchy, and incredibly sneaky.  They have decided to share with me the most intimate surfaces on my body and the ways to get rid of them and not have them come back are at times baffling.

And... finally... the parasites.  Or parasite substances.  They aren't able to be seen by me, nor, evidently, by the hospital's microscope, but they sure are felt by me.  Talk about invasive... and disgusting.


To my future house, housemates, clothing, and abdominal lining: I promise to keep you clean forever.  

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Monterrico Retreat!

 Friends watching the sunset from the balcony!  And having really great talks, creating great memories, and just enjoying one another in general!
 Taking a boat out at sunrise to see the mangroves, men fishing, lots of eggrets, AND i  learned how to "paddle"!
(You push off the ground with a really long, glorified stick)

 Watching lots of sunrises and lots of sunsets... and being on the WATER!
 Racing baby sea turtles... 
(letting them in the wild and seeing which turtle crosses the line on its way to the ocean first)
And calling one my own!
Isn't he cute!?!??!?!

 We took lots of pictures of them... :)


and had some classic, varied reactions!
In sum, a great retreat.


Thursday, January 20, 2011

POR FIN!



School has started!!!!!

I got my teaching schedule yesterday (my first day of teaching) at 8am (the time I started classes).  And despite the craziness, I'm totally digging it and think it's going to be a good year!  It will be especially crazy because I'm essentially teaching 16 classes, 8 classes of English 3 days a week and 8 music classes Friday.  It should be fun! 

And yes... just like when I teach Sunday School, I seem to continue getting very much into my lessons and getting a workout out of teaching! :)

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Daily Life Blog Post - Animals!

This is the first of many (hopefully) editions featuring aspects of daily life here in Guatemala... in writing these, I hope to share funny things, ironic things, and things I admire and I want to share them not as a form of judgment... in ANY way... but in a form of telling a story... 
with that being said...  here's information about animals!


Animals have an interesting significance in this world.  

Like animals in the states, they are very prized possessions… usually.  However, unlike the States, they are more often than not pets… Toby would not survive here.

More often than not, animals are for work.  I’ll tell you a few of the more entertaining tales of working animals…
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              - The goat ladies.  They walk through the city streets with two or three goats on leashes and Styrofoam cups.  For a few Quetzales, you can get yourself a cup of fresh squeezed goat milk for breakfast.  (No, I haven’t tried this yet… I really like my orange juice)

-             - The chicken.  A photo says a thousand words... this was in the bakery


He was tied to the side of the highway
·                    - The daily migration of livestock.  Goats, cows, pigs… they are moved every day from one location to another.  During the time of our middle-aged woman’s basketball club, we would have to pause our games a few times to allow the cows to cross the courts.  I presume that they were milked and were then being moved to “Mystery Grass A” to be tied to a tether and chow down all day so they can stay fat and meaty. When not working, you can find animals tethered all around this world.  Many mornings I will step out of the house only to find a cow grazing in our front yard.  No, we don’t have cows, but evidently any patch of grassy goodness is game for them to eat.  Animals are tethered anywhere you can think of… along the highway, on a hillside, next to a soccer field… it’s all fair game.
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                             - Guard dogs.   They are ferocious, fierce, and live on the roofs.  Some of them are also incredibly stupid.  Take, for instance, the dog who lives outside my window and has fallen off the roof many times.  One time, I’m pretty sure he landed in the pilla (glorified large sink) because when I made my way to the roof to check out the situation, he was running around the yard, stressed out and very wet.
aren't they fierce?

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                         - Breeding dogs.  I’m not sure why you need more dogs in this world, but evidently there is a need and people breed these little beasts.  Our family is an example of that… our dog, Princesa, is obnoxious.  She is the reason for the nightly rule of “NO PERROS ON MI CAMA!” and now, there are more of her.  She conveniently gave birth to four puppies while my family was in Peten and I was here alone with little strange creatures that neither Princesa nor I knew how to care for.  After running from tienda to tienda in the neighborhood searching for a box and asking the neighbor for some help, I got them all in the box and then we headed for the laundry room.  She took one out and proceeded to try to give it a new home under the washing machine.  After an extensive barricade constructed by cardboard, egg cartons, and laundry baskets, I think the situation is contained until the family gets home.
Yep.  the babies were born under the motorcycle

Area of containment

They're bigger!  And live under the car...

Then, there are the animals that are not prized possessions. These animals include the stray dogs in the streets that ferociously bark at you until you bend over like you’re about to pick up a rock and then they run away.  My favorite of these is the large 3-legged German Shepherd (Pastor Alemanian in Spanish) who barks obnoxiously and starts to hobbly chase you every time you leave the neighborhood but pays absolutely no attention when you enter.  These animals are also known for obnoxiously barking, pooping in the areas where I’m going to step in the future, and being very inappropriate during the times where nature calls for making new puppies. 

There are also the stray cats.  They lead lives even more interesting than stray dogs.  In the cities, the cats live on the roofs (for the most part) while the dogs live in the streets.  This cuts out the notoriety factors one and two (running from rocks and pooping in inconvenient places), but notoriety factor number three (inappropriate multiplication of the breed) is significantly worse.  They do it on the tin roof above your head.   The small size of a cat is also convenient for house break-ins because the majority of houses have at least one broken window.  A cat inside a cat-free house is quite a scare when you’re paranoid of fleas and walking around the corner.

I saw a stray lamb the other day as well.  He lives in a field of garbage. I haven’t come to any conclusions about that cute little fellow…  Maybe the topic of a future sermon?

Friday, January 14, 2011

Fun week... :)

Spontaneous (ghetto backyard) ziplining

Laguna Chicobal

Lots of fog at the lake!

Visited our Pajac family and watched them make (and then sampled!) bread!

A great story...

BABIES!

Abuelas
Now off to the beach with the YAVs!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

True inspiration comes from people who have overcome

True inspiration comes from people who have overcome, and I have been fortunate enough to encounter many people here in Guatemala who have overcome more hardship in their lives than I could ever imagine.

My host dad watched his dad be beheaded during the Civil War for speaking out.

Our school director came from a family with great poverty and an alcoholic father and seeking asylum from death threats during the Civil War to running a school with a great mission for children of Guatemala who come from his same roots.

Benedicto and Maria (my new friends in San Juan) come from childhoods of illiterate parents and Spanish as their second language to both graduating collegio and now teaching Spanish.  But that’s not all.  Benedicto, an artist, began learning English by leading groups of tourists who visited the area and then had enough English to befriend Americans, get a multiple entry Visa, and now he sells his art in the States, including in Telluride, and works for different cooperatives in San Juan lending his time, English, and resources. He is also studying journalism right now.  Maria, his wife, is an incredible Spanish teacher.  My Spanish grammar improved in the few hours I spent having conversations with her.  She is also studying Law at the University.  I asked if there was a lawyer in San Juan and she said, “at this time, no”.  She fully intends on being the first lawyer her town has ever had.  HOW COOL! 

Having conversations with Benedicto and Maria about their past history of poverty and lack of education (Maria received her first new corte (Mayan skirt thing that are expected to last 7 years) the day she graduated from collegio and her mom doesn’t speak Spanish) gave me hope for Guatemala in general; you can make big changes in one generation.  It gives hope and is empowering.

I wonder what this generation holds... We can all make so much change.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Lago Atitlan Adventure

Last week, I decided it was time for one last big adventure before school started.  I knew that our short-term volunteers were going to be celebrating New Years at Santa Cruz La Laguna and I also knew that the lovely Vaughn family from Fox Island had started a nonprofit in San Juan La Laguna and their partner lived there, as did the girls that my parents sponsor to go to school.  What I did not know is how much water is in my blood.  It gives me so much life.

This time in Guatemala has been the longest stretch of time since I was about 12 to go without kayaking or boating. Between that and the pool in town being closed for the holidays, I have felt like I was shriveling up.  Fortunately, in Atitlan, to get to any location, you are required to take a lancha – a boat that has a lot of people in it and stops at random unknown stops (much like the buses in the city).  The lanchas also have various prices: some for locals, some for frequent visitors, and some for the new-bees.  I fell in the latter category and no matter what I did to pay less, the fact that they had a monopoly over transportation (aka my business could not be taken elsewhere) always won.  Once Juli and I got them down 5 quetzales, but we were still paying double over normal. Ah vey! 


So, anyways, I got to Panajachel on the bus and decided to check it out (and by check it out, I don’t mean go shopping because that’s the primary thing you can do on the Pana streets).  I went ziplining!  It was me, myself, and I, and I was put in a group with a French family.  The guides and I became friends as we hiked up the trails and over the suspension bridges through some of the prettiest greenery I have seen in my life.  Once we got pretty high up, we began the ziplining joy. It consisted of 8 tracks – all of different lengths and speeds and all traversing the canyon looking at a waterfall, the lake, and the gorgeous canyon that was formed by volcanic eruption. It was so pretty!!!  
Check out the monkey!
 After ziplining, I began working my way to San Juan.  I caught a lancha and headed over across the lake feeling the spray on my face and realizing that water has to be a part of my life when I “grow up” (when does that happen?).  We dropped off all the tourists in San Pedro and one lady and I headed over to San Juan.  Talking to her, a nurse who was bringing a new bike to her husband home (it was in pieces wrapped in newspaper on the boat… very intriguing), and then befriending the artists at the dock while I waited for Benedicto, the Vaughn’s friend, to come pick me up, I also realized that small towns have to be a part of my life “when I grow up” as well.  The lack of pollution, the fact that we waved everywhere we went because we knew the people, and the insistence from the people on the streets when I went out to get dinner and said I was from Xela that San Juan is safe and if I have problems just tell them, made San Juan my new favorite place… ever. 

Then, there was the hiking!  San Juan, like many great places in Central America, has a cross up on a hill overlooking the town.  I decided I wanted to hike up to it.  One of my favorite bible verses this year is “Come to me, all you who are weary and carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28.  Due to my love of high energy lifestyle and habitual ignoring of tiredness (that I’m sure most of you have noticed before), I often struggle with this verse.  I really like it – it is really reassuring when I’m especially struggling, but I know that my relationship with Christ can include rest when I’m not crashing and overwhelmed by sadness and frustration.  Hiking up to crosses on top of hills gives this life to me because suddenly the weary and heavy burden of carrying my bible and journal (and water, and first aid kit, and…) up a hill to this cross just so I can sit at the base of it is really powerful for me.  It’s a visual representation of going to Christ with my weariness and seeking his rest.

The cross was GORGEOUS!  However, my excitement for adventure was not appeased so I continued on my way up the hill to La Nariz (The Nose).  It didn’t look very far… I thought I could do it in 30 min-1hr.  I was a bit wrong, but it was totally worth it.  From there, I could see Santa Maria (the volcano by my house), Volcan Agua (the volcano where we lived in Antigua), and the smoke coming out of Fuego (Antigua’s active volcano) in addition to the entire lake and the volcanoes framing the lake itself.  SO PRETTY!  I met my new friend Juan up there – his job is to sit up there and make sure tourists behave… not a bad job! 

And the girls!  They were great!  We got to go visit both of them and see their houses and I gave them some art supplies as a Christmas gift.  They both live with multiple generations and a handful of siblings in rooms that are down these narrow alleys that you just assume breaks in the building.  No, it’s the “path” to these “houses”.  One of the girls has a house that is about 3x9 meters.  In the front is the corner for the Latrine as well as the stove for cooking and heat and a bunch of wood to go in it. In the back is where everyone sleeps.  Seeing these houses and the layout, I now understand why familial rape is so common in indigenous families; there’s no place to go.

In addition to the poverty that all too prevalent, San Juan, and the lake in general, have the additional problem that there is too much water.  Hurricane Agatha hit this area really hard and then the rains that continued falling throughout the rainy season made the lake rise considerably.   Maria, Benedicto’s wife, said the lake grew in 100-200m in circumference.  So many houses are underwater, the docks were destroyed, and fields were flooded.  I was reading the Rough Guide to Climate Change while I was there, particularly the chapter about how global warming is leading to floods and droughts, and I got really sad.  We, as US citizens, don’t have any idea what we’re doing to the earth when we make decisions about how we use our resources and live our lives.  We sometimes see little parts or have extreme weather, but we don’t see a lake that has virtually no output holding more water than ever before, thus destroying hundreds of houses for people who have no government support or insurance to get new houses so they just silently move uphill.  Guatemala and Central American citizens have no idea as well; many of them can see the effects, but the connection between their broken diesel buses and trash burning with the houses and crops that are being destroyed is unfathomable.

Anyways… that’s food for thought for all of us to chew on, but this blog post isn’t done!  Because I have a whole other location to tell you about – Santa Cruz La Laguna!  We went there with the volunteers to a hostel here, La Iguana Perdida (literally called The Lost Iguana).  Like my hotel in San Juan, it had hammocks. Unlike San Juan, it had lots and lots of gringos and travellers at the beach (not in town… that was classic Mayan and tranquil (yet exhausting because it was built into a steep hill)).  We had a great New Years there with an amazingly organized dance circle where we even had some little Guatemalan boys join us.  Malea, Juli, and I escaped one morning and took out a tandem kayak to paddle and go jump off some rocks.  And I accompanied the group to go investigate San Marcos and San Juan.  All in all, it was really a blast.

My friends and I have made the distinctions in our conversations between being a tourist (usually older people who go on official tours, always with a guide) and being a traveler (usually younger people who want to see the sights of life and go to every place Lonely Planet has ever recommended).  I usually feel as though I’m a traveler, but after going from San Juan to Santa Cruz, I’m beginning to form another distinction: a visitor.  I loved San Juan because I was able to visit someone and get to be a part of their life and culture.  I love that I was welcomed in and for once I wasn’t someone who had a dollar sign on my forehead and therefore a target of scamming and I wasn’t a toy on which to practice cat calls…  it was quite refreshing.


I loved San Juan so much that after the group left Santa Cruz, Juli and I returned.  This time we had a purpose: to measure 47 children for their uniforms for the upcoming school year.  It all went really smoothly and was really powerful to see that many families being able to send their kids to school thanks to the generous donations of people in the States.

Monday morning, Juli and I got up really early because it was my first day back to official work and we were 3 hours away.  We got on the bus and began going up one of the steepest, curviest roads ever.  It was so pretty!  About 10 minutes after leveling out, our bus stopped. After a bunch of confusing conversations, we realized that there was some sort of protest and we were not going to be able to pass.  The bus offered to take people back to the lake, or we could fend for ourselves.  Juli and I opted for the latter and began following a large group of people through the cornfield.  We befriended a Belgium journalist and with the Spanish skills of the three of us put together, in addition to helpful phone conversations with Benedicto, we were able to figure out what was happening.  There was a nationwide Ex-Pac protest where the people who were promised provisions after the Civil War were reminding the government that they still have not received those provisions – 15 years later.  We stood on the side of the highway for about 45 minutes waiting for a bus or some sort of transportation to take us to Xela and as we were standing there, giant trucks used for cargo (open top semi-trucks?) drove by full of people, some in masks, stacked in the truck like cattle or sardines.  It was incredibly sad, powerful, and moving to see all these people committed to the cause yet deep inside knowing that change probably won’t happen.  We have begun an election year which means we have 9 months of campaigning, canvasing, and protests ahead of us.  It is definitely going to be interesting.  I don’t know what needs to happen to help these people be heard, but I sincerely hope that these elections are able to give positive change to the people of this country.  We’ll see…

Oh!  And we did get home.  We got on a bus that was promised to maybe or maybe not make it home.  It was packed with people so we went for the ever-popular back door... unfortunately, the bus started moving before we were in, but with some jumping and thanks for arm strength we made it and I got to work on time! 

Monday, January 10, 2011

Thanks, Illinois!

Last week, as I mentioned before, we had a group of short-term volunteers come to the school.  They were incredible.  When they came, their objectives were to paint the new classrooms upstairs, help me plan English classes, and put our library together.  The first two of those objectives were easily met (and happily received!), but the third was a very lofty goal. 


Putting our library together involved cataloging all the books, stamping the inside, assigning Dewey Decimal numbers, and putting a label from our school on the outside.  They spent three days straight doing all these tasks and ended up having probably about 3000 books in place and making our library a gorgeous location for the students to go.

They also made me really happy.  I absolutely loved having them at the school because of the life they gave and the reminder to me to keep my eyes open so I don’t miss the joy and gifts of life.  I truly believe that you can learn the most about your world when you talk to people for whom that type of world is new.
I also learned from them a bit about myself.  I have been on and off the fence about short-term mission trips; it is a lot of money to travel a long ways and do something that may have been able to be achieved with more ease and efficiency without the travel, but during our conversations and watching a passion for service grow in their eyes, voice, and heart, my faith in short-term service was affirmed.  If I can do anything in my life to facilitate more of these experiences, I would be so happy!

The group also left “happy bags” filled with notes from each of them to each of us about things they’re grateful for… I’m grateful they came!






2010… my year in review...

 Time is a weird thing.
Sometimes it seems to go by so incredibly fast.
Other times, it is incredibly slow.
I was thinking about the past year and realized that it was a mix of both.

I was fortunate enough to see an incredible amount of lovely people over the past year and so many sights.  2010 really was an incredible year...


January… A fabulous California training trip with the WC swim team, spent time in ministry recovering from Christmas crazies


February… WC Swimming had a great conference meet!, lots of activities with the kids in Touchet



March… High School youth group ski retreat, YAV interviews in Kentucky





April… Easter and my last visit to Bethel for school










May… Finished at the church, Graduated Seminary, said "see you later" to great friends





June… Drove 10,000 miles around the country – 12 states and 14 national parks


July… Continued adventuring, Lindsey and Andrew’s wedding, longer visits with friends, so much inner-tubing











August… Went to camp with Harbor Covenant kids and made great relationships there, visited the Oregon Coast with the Ruffs and Dalans, went on a family bike trip to the San Juans, YAV training, and Andrea/Paul’s wedding






August 30 – flew to Guatemala…

And the rest is a story in the making.


"The first task in approaching another people, another culture, another religion is to take off your shoes for the place we are approaching is Holy. Else we may find ourselves treading on people's dreams.  Worse, we may forget that God was there before our arrival (and will be there after our departure)"

Stories from everyday life in Guatemala will hopefully start appearing every Wednesday... i don't want to forget 2011 :)